Wednesday, October 25, 2017


Been a while since i've blogged, i have 2 draft posts that have been sitting for i don't know how long. It's not i don't want to blog but i just don't know what to post? well here's me making excuses again but i'm doing great now and i just cut my hair short. I've been wanting to cut my hair short an finally it happens yesterday, i was so nervous but ready at the same time. My hair used to be below my chest and i cut it till my collar bone. My head felt so much lighter immediately after my hairdresser finished cutting my hair lol, bye bye headache.

Recently i started to dance again, and i'm glad i did it. It's tiring but fun, i got to meet new friends and my old friends too. Still kinda sad that i couldn't attend college this year but i hope next year i can. Well i guess that's it for this post, let's talk again in my next post hopefully i won't forget and come again next year with this kind of post saying "oh been while guys, sorry i forgot that i said i want to blog again" lol. Thanks for you who read this, i appreciate it i know this post is so boring but for anyone who read this post till the end, u da best. See you again in my next post, hopefully.

Thursday, June 1, 2017


It's been almost a year since the last time i blogged. There's no reason behind it, just nothing to post. Well its already been almost 2 months since high school ends. I actually miss school so much, not the studying though. I miss the ambience of my classroom, how it's a bit loud and quiet in some days. I miss my classmates seriously, it just feels a bit empty after school is done. I miss how we used to talk about nonsense stuffs and laughing at jokes. I miss school seriously. I miss meeting my boyfriend everyday lol and meeting my best friends everyday too. I wish i can go back to those days. All i can do now is cherish those moments and place it in an important place deep in my brain and heart.
i'll miss it so so much, now i'm feeling so blue remembering it.

Sunday, June 19, 2016

school is over

Hello all! it's mellisa,
It's been a long time since i post here and yesterday i just got my grades report, i'm happy and sad at the same time. Happy because my grades are good even though its a bit lower than the previous and that school is finally over yayyy i can wake up late hehe but i'm sad because i'm gonna be a senior (12th grade) and that means high school is gonna be over :(, i just don't want to part with my classmate :( and my bestfriends :( i've grown closer to them and like for the first time i'm brave enough to open up. I'm actually not a person who can share their problem and stories, i used to keep it to myself but it's different now. 
You know when people said you need to cherish your high school memories because it will be one of your most beautiful time? i kinda agree. In 10th grade, yeah it's fun but it's just okay. I personally think that my junior year is currently the best for me. So much things happened hahaha and my love experience also starts here lmao. I won't say much but a lot of heart fluttering moments are made haha well also those moments where i cried my eyes off. I love my high school days, i don't want it to end :(.

So holiday, i have set a few goals hahaha one of them is to get into a perfect splits (mid and the other). Also i hope to continue learning basic korean hahahaha i know right?!?!? okay. Honestly i don't know what to write anymore. Since i have space here just wanna share something, it's been days (almost week) since the last time i talk to him, i honestly feel sad and want to talk to him but it's always me who start the conversation. I just want him to text me first tho :( if he did i will be so so so so happy. I'll try to endure it and wait for him to text me first and if i can't hold it anymore i'll just do it first lol i'm desperate. Anyway thanks for reading this shit blabber bye bye 

Sunday, January 3, 2016

Bye 2015

Hello guys, i wanna say happy new year to all of you!. I hope 2016 will be a good year where it's full with positive things. Don't have much new year wish or resolutions but i do have some. My new year wish are for me and my family to be happy and healthy, my father's business to run smoothly, fit body pls and GOOD GRADES PLS. For resolutions, i want to work out every week, no more procrastinating pls, stop being a lazy ass, be a little bit more lady like hahaha what. Well that's all because i don't know anymore.

I'm gonna share some pictures and random shit that happened to me in 2015 :)

Took this shot when i was shooting my drama project at my friend's house. Her cats omg, so many and like one of her cats jumped beside me ㅠㅠ i was so shocked and i jumped too lmao but this kittens are so so cute.


The moon was so beautiful so i wanted to take pictures but since i don't have a good lens it ended up looking so shitty :) then i just took this and it actually looked good so yeah i'm proud.


Was walking with my friend and i thought the sky looked beautiful so yeah here it is :).


Yes, i edited the pink to be more vibrant :) it's so beautiful <3 

To be honest i rarely touch my camera again ㅠㅠ the reason i took this pictures was because my drama project required me to shoot with my camera so i became more active with my camera hahaha. My drama lol, i'm the one who edited it because for some reasons the files cannot be copied to my friend's laptop so i have to suffer to edit the video and it was so hard because i've never edited a video and i cringed a lot lmao i'm crying at my acting hahahahaha so bad :')

I want to say thank you for everyone who reads my boring blog, i mean my English is not good so :/ i hope i can improve. I will try to update this blog but when i'm not here i'm probably busy with instagram and twitter (my fangirl twitter hahahahaha pls don't ask). I have a new blog tho! it's for my school project but if you want to see it just click here, there's only one post hahahhaa and it's boring.

Once again happy new year and thank you for reading! i really appreciate it :)))) 
see you on my next post! 

Monday, March 2, 2015


Hello people!
The last time i updated my blog was august 2014 and now it's already 2015. I recently turned 16 and i didn't even celebrate my birthday like i used to do a few years back. A lot of things changed but i don't really think about it. High school is definitely harder than junior high but i like it (no).

Today, i will write about green tea & honey mask! i love this mask very much because it helps my acne (a lil bit hahaha) and it makes my face so smooth :') also it's very easy to make it because you only need 2 ingredients which is green tea and honey(duh).

Ingredients :

1. 1 tablespoon of honey (organic is better i guess)

2. your green tea bag :3

How to do it :

1. Cut your green tea bag and pour it into the honey

2. Mix it all together until it become a sticky paste like that. It's very very sticky and messy so you might need a tissue.

3. Put it on your face and wait for about 15-20 minutes. after that rinse your face with warm water and use your toner and moisturiser after that. i usually like to rub the mask first before i rinse it with water, it exfoliate my skin nicely :D.

That's all hahahaha i will be back with more blogpost maybe about my drawings because i draw a lot or maybe about me talking about anime or kpop ( did i told you about how am i into kpop now? i think it's karma bc i used to talk shit about it hhahaha but it's okay tho) i'm active on tumblr now so check my tumblr now! just kidding, you can check it anytime but i hope you like this post and thank you so much! 
Bye bye 

Wednesday, August 13, 2014


hi friends!
The last time i post was 3 months ago, i seriously don't know what to post since i rarely take pictures with my camera. I have tons of pictures i haven't edited yet also i have a lot of picture i want to post here but my wifi sucks :(. Now i'm in high school i think i'm gonna be busy, i mean school end at 4 pm like wtf :"( also i have my english tuition ugh. well, lately i've been focusing on my school, ya kno' my math and science UN score sucks lol i mean i nearly failed hahahaha i told my mom about it and she just laugh about it bc she already got used to it haha cool story.

I'm now in the Free! fandom yoooooo, my fav characters are haruka and nagisa :3 honestly i like them all hahaha, you guys should watch it !!

picture source :

I finished reading sailoor moon manga on my phone recently and i literally finished it in just one day lol, i read the manga because i started watching sailoor moon crystall and honestly that anime is sooo cute ( i mean the art style ) can't wait for the next episode to air <3.

I also watched another anime ( sorry not sorry ) it's Tamako Market and seriously i love it. The opening and ending music is amazing! it's completed btw and only 12 episodes.

So that's all guys, i have so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 many homeworks i need to do that hahaha bye

Friday, May 30, 2014

Jakarta piccies

hello readers !
this is my photos when i went to jakarta on january !
sorry that i postponed this post hahaha but i'm trying to be active again :)

I really miss jakarta !! miss my cousins and also miss the big gramedia hahahaa. I went to gramedia in emporium mall i think :/ but i swear i went crazy there with my sisters hahaha espesially on the comics and stationery sections, i'm like *o* OMFG LOOK AT THESE BABIES, MOM MOM MOM ASDFGHJKL. Lol but in the end i didn't buy the sakura koi waterbrush thingy and boy, I FREAKING REGRET IT T_T, ughhh why didn't i but it !! i even dreamed that we went back to jakarta just to buy that hahaha.



Went shopping to manggadua and found this store that sells cute and vintage decor. The store also sell kids clothes 

The hand bouquet from my cousin wedding. Major love the origami birds, FYI she made this bouquet with her friends i think and they made it from pencils and origami birds <3. I actually wanted the pink one but my damn cousin snatch it from me -_-

 Hot milo, bubblegum slurpee and pepero <3 all from 7-eleven. I absolutely love 7- eleven but there's no 7 - eleven at my city -_-

Fake flowers on this cute store that i don't know the name :) 

 twelve cupcakes <3 i only tasted the coffee and red velvet while i wanted the chocolate D: 

that's all guys <3 finally ! i finished editing this post and if you want to know im using vsco cam to edit all of the pictures and also i use my iPhone 5.
Gonna edit the other posts ! see ya in my next post :D